If you have any doubt within you let it go.
You can be do and have what ever you want -stop waiting for it to come. It’s already here just go get it.
After last yesterday afternoon’s work with Stacy, Jim drove me home. I came in the door and for some reason got to doing really mundane things like sweeping and accidentally breaking a light bulb then trying to fix my clock radio cd player to no avail – came to the conclusion that the cd player part is burnt toast.
It was as if at that moment in time I needed to temporarily let go of all that had transpired so that I could allow it to process and puttering was the answer. I ended up having to settle for the sound machine (ocean and birds) I could not find anything decent on the radio. After I lay down Paul came in and sat with me to ask how everything went. We talked for a while then he knew I needed to rest and have a deep sleep.
I am feeling very saturated right now – still processing what has gone on over the last 24 hours. Talked to Stacy this morning – we both agreed we would hook up later.
Chatting Courtney now so I will start my journey south by going to her house then we will likely find Stacy sooner than later.
Stacy helped me better understand how to work on my lung. I can see how was going on in my life when it happened and what is going on now have a direct correlation in the fix. She pointed out that really the solution was always there and I knew it – I just did not choose that option and I sure got my lumps for that decision big time
Note to self – Always make sure to take time out to feel yourself in a good place.
This is what will fully take the pain away and restore me to my natural balance.
Ended up spending the afternoon at Courtney’s – lounging on her big bed. Stacy came by then John and Tracy (sp?) were soon to follow. We hung out and chatted for a while – Everyone else left and Courtney and I got ready to go meet Paul at Pedro’s and enjoy some bowling. We were glad we got to see Beth for a bit.
We did not stay late – Paul and I walked Courtney home had a short rest break at her place then cabbed it home. I was excited to get back to the tacoshack check out the package Paul had picked up earlier from the post.
The magazines from Carbunketrumpet had arrived and I could not wait to see what was sent. There was also a mysterious envelope which turned out to be from the travel family – you will learn more about what was inside soon enough – I will say though it had Paul and I laughing like crazy when I opened it and we saw what was inside.
I was in bed and ready to fall asleep by 9:30
Stacy Courtney and I – posing with Courtney’s sign – Perez Hilton you have fans in San Pedro – come visit any time
Off to the store
Miss Stacy and Miss Courtney
Wii and Pizza time